Players of Cos

I'm very ambivalent about cosplayers.

On the one hand, I find them borderline pathetic [Sorry, M, but this is my knee-jerk reaction. It's societal brainwashing, you understand that, don't you?]

On the other hand, the first coherent thought I have when I see a good cosplayer is OMG I WANT THAT COSTUME TOO!

I mean, come on! How GOOD are these:

In short: I want to be as coolly pathetic as these people.

Dear Stalkee:

This is the exact same thing that I posted on your Facebook wall but with pictures and I thought that you might want to make a virtual carbon copy that you can check from time to time.

OMG we make the best raya pics ever

People say I stalk you.

So, apparently, knowing you for 6 years and having regular 6-hour-minimum hanging out/gossiping/shopping session and sharing news on facebook is considered stalking. 

Maybe I should, like, meet you once in my life and then keep on bugging you on your facebook wall. Like that I can join the others as your BFF ah? Haha.

But then again, if that means erasing the 6 year experience - 

- which includes, but not limited to, you talking my ears off on our
first volgo flight; you consoling me during my depression because I lost
my room key; our patching up stories from different sides to see the
...whole picture; me trying unsuccessfully convincing you to buy a summer
dress just for the hell of it; our long walks; our neverending talks;
the dirty looks we get from zhar pitssa girls because we sit there for
too long; the awkward juniors asking whether we're an item -

- if I have to wipe the slate clean, then, screw it all to hell, I'll be
your stalker instead of your BFF.

Serious shit, I don't know how I'm gonna survive Volgo people without
you. D=

This started as a joke tapi skarang dah emo.

Gila terrer aku tulis sampai aku sendiri teraffected. Oh, and of course,
To Sir With Love is playing with Kurt's Oh, it isn't easy but I'll
tryyyyyyyyyy!

 

Random picture since we have very little pics of us together =.= 

Things That Makes Me Happy Today

My outfit  

Plaid Shorts with Reddish Orange Beatles Shirt and Maroon Suspenders + Johan = Cayoot!

A 16-year old thought I was 20

Oh come on, you'd be thrilled to be me.

Realizing that it's Friday while singing along to The Cure's Friday, I'm in Love

Happy Johan singing along to appropriately titled songs is happy.

Seeing two men in their twenties giving piggy back rides to each other, laughing
Consider that this place right here is one of the most homophobic places and guy friends barely touch each other. Friendships like that warms the cockles of my heart.

Something Sweet: One Sentence Blog

I just totally remembered how I spent the last days of the last holiday having nightly Glee marathons with my little brother.

World Cup: One Sentence Blog

No, I'm one of those sipping their chardonnay or tea, if they don't drink, and smiling a little while shaking their heads and muttering under their breath, "Barbarians!"

Motivation

It takes a lot of motivations to do whatever you've chosen in life. Well, for me at least. I need to constantly remind myself why am I torturing myself.

Passion: Nope, I totally have no strong feeling in medicine.

Parents: Making them proud is a prominent factor but there's an annoying little voice that keeps on saying that they would be proud of me no matter where I will be.

Helping the Helpless: If you want to help the helpless, you can do so in virtually any line of job. And most of them take less time to learn than medicine.

Money: Money can't by you love, the Beatles said.

No, the pushing factor for me right now, the ultimate motivation, the one that keeps me on the track right now is...

Lifestyle: There are very few other jobs in the world, at least in the beginning, that is absolutely plausible to put aside a quarter of your income for clothes and have your fashion monster adequately sated.

Obsessions

I get obsessed over something so easily, it's not even funny. Especially TV shows. 

Friends. 

Scrubs. 

That 70s Show. 

Happy Days. 

Cheers. 

Monkees. 

Dharma & Greg. 

I Dreamed of Jeanie. 

Bewitched...

Now: Glee.

More specifically: Glee's Chris Colfer's character, Kurt Hummel.

Even more specific:

Glee's Chris Colfer's character, Kurt Hummel's sailor hat in the season finale. I physically need one.

This obviously doesn't help the unconfirmed rumor that I might be batting for the other team. But fuck it, who cares.

Dance, Johan, Dance!

There's a lot of things I want to blog about but lately my muse has been adorning the zealot's garments and sounding the battle horn i.e. the things I feel inspired to talk about has been about spirituality.

But I don't want to do that. I don't want this blog to be solely a ground for theophilosophical debate, which I rather enjoy, by the by.

I want to post silly things. I want to post GMH moment things. I want to post disgusting things.

Buuuuuut, at the same time, none of those things apparently generate the same amount of comments nor readership.

Buuuuuut, I plan to go really far in life. Really, REALLY far. Controversial things can come round and bite my arse if I'm not careful.

Buuuuuut, honestly, I enjoy the attention. I'd be a liar to say otherwise.

I am a puppet dancing to the crowds tunes with scissors in my hand.

Do you promise to comment on my non-spiritual posts, my beloved?

Quick Post Before Going to Class

Tanya Sama Hati

P.Ramlee & Normadiah 

Tanya pada pokok, apa sebab goyang

nanti jawab pokok angin yang goncang

tanya sama langit, apa sebab hujan

nanti jawab langit, tanya lah awan

Awan nanti kata, aku kandung air

sampai tempat sejuk, aku pun cair

tengok dalam air, nampak bayang-bayang

campak satu batu, bayang pun hilang

Tanya sama hati, apa asal sayang

apakah tandanya nampak di pandang

kumbang rayu bunga

bulan dan bintangnya

punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati

pernahkah merindu

ingat masa lena apa mimpimu

masa berjauhan

apa nan dikenang

bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Jikalau tidak kerana sayang

kuntuman kasih tak mungkin kembang

andainya jemu mengganti rindu

jambangan mesra tentulah layu

Tanya sama hati

pernahkah merindu

ingat masa lena apa mimpimu

masa berjauhan

apa nan dikenang

bila difahamkan itulah sayang

itulah sayang